bummed out.

I've been juggling so much these few months and I'm beginning to feel so fed up with everything. Working a few jobs to make a living while being in school sound like the perfect story to tell when i'm successful one day, but honestly, I don't even know if I'm gonna be successful someday. (I'm just kidding, of course I'm know I'll be someone someday. Ha ha)

I'm beginning to question if all these hard work is really gonna do me any good. I'm just really bummed out that everyone is in the holiday and party mood while I'm stuck at home being bummed out about the situation that I'm in. That is why I'm staying away from all social networking sites, except for Tetris Battle on Facebook. I live for that!

Things are just not going really well recently. I know for a fact that things are gonna turn around in a couple of weeks but until then, I'll still be bummed out. :(